You got it wrong from the get go.
Initiative INCREASES the CHANCES of you hitting first.
You have 100 initiative
enemy has 1 initiative
enemy hits first = possible
But if we add the element of being human
you have 0 initiative= you hit first, you stun, you hit critical every 2 or 3 hits plus you have low IQ level 18-19 brutes who can only fight level 9-10 so when you calculate with all of these in the equation you get...
You get to shut the ravioli up.
It's better to be silent and be thought a fool than to speak and remove all doubt. What's even better is to weaponize your words to destroy anyone who dares challenge you.